12/27/2010

random

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......................



I'm walking to my 17th birthday, and even haven't studied how to cook a rice.......... how can?

bad indira~~ TT___TT

........

OH GOD!!!! I know it's an impossibility thing I've asked, but.......

let me be a child aged 7 forever 0:''3






















"Let the rain kiss you. Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops. Let the rain sing you a lullaby."
-Langston Hughes

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but, I'm also a teenager who need socialization :P

















12/26/2010

I'd like to move it


"teruslah berlari, dan raih impianmu, Naruse!"

"walaupun berkali-kali jatuh, kamu selalu bisa bangun lagi"

"kami mempercayaimu, kamu akan jadi besar"

"kamu pasti bisa"



............................

"basket itu menyenangkan, 'kan Naruse...." -Sakurai


"ya, selamanya dan selamanya aku ingin terus berlari seperti ini." -Naruse


-Harlem Beat #29





"..What are you thinking about?...

..Tomorrow will come tomorrow anyway...

...Even if I open my eyes...

...Even if I close my eyes...

...It's not the End, It's And!..."


-Leeteuk, super junior's leader




#abaikan

honestly.........I don't know the reason why I wrote this post cause IT'S ACTUALLY NOT ME. hahaha just enjoy it, maybe one of you is the main character of this........song, who knows?

........................................
I'm jealous
to see you who's lost in your world
forgetting me for something you like
that makes you now are so far from me
until you're really taken from the happines moment in my life

yes I'm jealous
still you care of me?
still you wanna catch me in your dream?
should I scream and cry in front of you so you'll understand?

this time is different
you'll never see me cry
though deep inside, my tears are spill out

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'cause all I really want is to hold you tight
be with you day and night

we'll get it right again
I won't say another goodbye again
I love you much more than life

...............

hey boy, all I need is your time :)


9/08/2010

Mencoba Sukses

ooooh photoshop~ I'm glad to know you.......I'm so glad to have you.......but I'm very so glad if you'll teach me how-to-use-you-well =___________=". I feel like a kid who's trying to decorate her picture with paint, so infantile, isn't it?

but my struggle won't stop on these pictures only, I'll keep editing till I found a new fame, huh hah huh hah.... maybe this is called 'Mencoba Sukses'

okey, while I'm still in my way to learn how-to-use-photoshop-well, so please enjoy my temporary design with a lot of happiness in our smile :) --> nonsense



ahh, the sentence at the bottom right corner is unreadable, shity




black ball : "hey don't you want to join me? my position is perfect for sunbathing B-)"



noboddy has a happy life but me, raaawr



F = funny; U = unique; N = naughty? hell-no



look! how gorgeus we are!



wht the......




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and the last

9/07/2010

Morning Glory


I woke up early this morning just to see the moring sun shine. yaa the sun was shining so amazing, I couldn't pretend that it absolutely has made all the bad things yesterday was forgotten.

I do I love night, cause it's our time to rest, to have some dream. but night is also the best time for being alone, crying. I'm so thanks for the night which always hear my tears, but honestly I hate crying. so I always miss the sun when I was crying in the night, cause I get the more treasures and hope and joy I find in morning
. I can forget my tears last night like a 'poof'.

someone said, "The moment when you first wake up in the morning is the most wonderful of the twenty-four hours. No matter how weary or dreary you may feel, you possess the certainty that, during the day that lies before you, absolutely anything may happen. And the fact that it practically always doesn't, matters not a jot. The possibility is always there."



good morning :3

Jesseeeeee... aw



I wanted to stop listening to this song, but I can't!! though I don't really know him at all, but I think his voice is quite beautiful that makes me fascinated. the best thing which I liked from this song is the lyrics, yaaa such an interesting and easy listening story.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live
uyeaah, and we can't pretend that Jesse looks so beautiful and sexy in this video. he is hot, guys!! woogh I'm afraid I'll turned from Felton to him if I can't stop listening to his song....HELL NOOOOOOOOO my Felton is still the hottest, the cutest, the best EVER!!!

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"....I'm home"


"Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to" ~ John Pearce

"Home isn't where you live, but where they understand you" ~ Christian Morganstem

"Every day is a journey, and the journey itself is home" ~ Matsuo Basho

"There's nothing so pleasant as coming home again" ~ Margaret Elizabeth Sangster



"there is no home like the one you've got, cause that home belongs to you"


Look!! I'm a Mad Girl


np : don't ever think I'm really a mad girl who are frustated with her lovelife, so she locking herself in her room like what I've writen on this post's title.

Okay, just to fill my school-holiday-boredom, when I woke up in the middle of a day, I saw my notebook beside me was yelling that he wanted to be used by me (shit shit even I'd never known he can voiced). so I turned it on and...............................I didn't know what to do -,-. yaa for the first time I said that I was bored with that thing. it may has a thousand of songs and mini games, but what I needed at that time wasn't a music also a victory when I winning the game, but a freedom........(jleb, never mind, it's just a such of bullshit thing --").

Then, after a minute I was stuck on this confusion, I saw a camera on this note book was glowing like 'heey girl, turn me on, I'll give you a lot of happiness, trust me'.... and I was finally brought with his persuasion, so I turned it on and....................the problem was begin --"

8/07/2010

Thank God, he's mine :''''3

i don’t know why
God gives me a chance to know you
and all i know suddenly you came into my life
but first i guess that we only care for each other
and i realize the growing seeds of love
you showed me through your smile
that always keeps me growing strong
your smile that makes me love you for so long
your smile makes me believe on happiness is not too far beyond to reach
your smile’s the only thing that i’ll remember ’til the end of time

when i’m with you like sadness no longer exist
though i know having you the lonely lasts in my mind
to be honestly the story goes forever
‘cos as long as you will be as you are
as how a woman should be
through your smile will always lead my way
your smile inspired melodies in every notes i play
your smile and memories above you makes me realize
my place’s in your heart
‘cos for me your smile means everything from you
to keep me alive


your smile.....

120610, 10.00 am ♥♥♥

5/07/2010

The Philosophy of 7


7, a number which liked by me. not because it's my birth date (cuz even my birth date is 24, not 7 :P). seven is a simple number, very easy to make it. nevertheless, it can stand firmly with one foot only to sustain a straight line.

I wanna be like that number, become a simple figure, but intelligent and brilliant. standing on the robustness. have the emotional resilience and autonomy, that never rely on other people.

It has a strength that makes me so melt (bububu :3)


that's way 7 was choose to be my personal number in my basketball jersey.
yaa that's the way I love 7 ♥♥♥

Dear....


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Dear diary
Let me tell you about my story
I know it’s rather sad
But that’s the way I feel

Dear diary
I don't know if this is right or not
Start it thinking of leaving him
But I’m afraid it might hurt him
All I want is for everything in the right place
And everyone is happy
Is it too much to ask for
All I want is for everything in the right place
So everyone is happy
Is that too much to ask for

Dear diary
Strong is not exactly right word
Start it thinking of leaving him
But I'm afraid it might hurt him
All I want is for everything in the right place
So everyone is happy
Is that too much to ask for
All I want is for everything in the right place
So everyone is happy
Is that too much to ask for

Dear diary
Strong is not exactly the right word
I don't know what to do know
Confusion is all over me


~~MOCCA~~

1/10/2010

Like These!!! Looveeeeee Him!!!!

I found a lot of new gorgeous photos of myfelton :3, yeah but I think I 'll just show you a little of them.
here they're..











I found a lot of new gorgeous photos of myfelton :3, yeah but I think I 'll just show you a little of them. here they're..

wait for the next gorgeus photos of myfelton :3, don't ever try to search his photos in other site, just open my blog and you will get what you want, ikikikik LOL

1/09/2010

Demam Lapangan

seperti yang udah gue bahas tentang seorang basketball wannabe yang akan menghadapi pertandingan pertamanya dalam tarki cup. yaa I'm happy because today was my first time I played, but I can't did something best. gue lemot, gue kurang latihan, dan GUE LAPER (?)
oke I'm sure pertandingan pertama gue was totally bad. tim basket cewe 28 kalah dengan skor yang terlampau jauh padahal sebelumnya gue liat tim basket 28 terutama cewenya cukup berprestasi -.-- aduh entah mungkin ada banyak setan seperti gue yang mencoreng namanya. yaaa kata orang sih ini yang namanya DEMAM LAPANGAN---> situasi dimana kita kehilangan rasa percaya diri kita untuk melakukan sesuatu saat pertandingan. JELAS situasi ini gue rasain banget kemaren, setiap dapet operan bola dari tim pasti bawaanya gelisah dan pengenya cepet cepet ngilangin tuh bola dari tangan gue---alesan begonya sih gue takut tim lawan serentak nyerbu dan menghantam gue layaknya permainan ragbi---alesan logisnya karna gue takut berbuat kesalahan yang akan fatal. dari artikel yang gue baca sih ini wajar, dan bakal ilang cepet atau lambat, uummm semoga aja deh pertandingan selanjutnya gue bisa lebih ngotot dan ga mikirin orang lain. yang penting tim gue HARUS MENANG uuuuooooooorrrrrgggghhhhh.

with smile :) ---- sori ya Bang Ogi sama Bang Yessy, para pelatihku yang baik dan ganteeenngggs, lain kali gue bakal lebih berusaha suapaya ga jatoh di tengah lapangan, huakakakak

hmm segini dulu dari gue karna (tentunya) gue masih syok dengan kekerenan gue tadi malem, oke bye.. salam telor (wave)

1/03/2010

myfelton is SINGIIIIIINNNNGG

still in the topic that talking about TOM FELTON (hottest guy~)
I have just seen his video in You Tube, and guess what which I found in that video?! HE WAS SINGIIIIINNNGGG WITH THE GUITAR PLAYING IN HIS ARMS UOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH. It's damned AWESOME~
and after watched this video I will write a fifth list which asked 'WHY HES HOT?', yeah certainly because He plays the guitar. THE ACOUSTIC guitar. And he sings. His voice has you unconsciously removing my denim skinnys and dimming the lights. Look it up here. Now look around. Your pants are at you ankles and the lights are dark. Dark enough for his talented fingers to go to work. And not the guitar, babe.



If i had a plane, where would i fly to?
If i had to use my brain for something else, tell me what would i do?
And if i had a strange conversation with a lady in a waiting room,
About leaving all this doom and gloom.
If you could be anywhere, then where would you be?
If you could be anywhere, would you be there with me?

If i could be anywhere, i'd be there.
If i could be anywhere, i'd be there with you, girl.

Take my chances, fake my glances, wake those answers, anywhere, but
Take my chances, i'll fake my glances, wake my answers, anywhere but here...
{yeah} i'll do it anywhere but here... {mmmm}
I'll do it anywhere but here.


AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm sure that the song is sang for me : )

I Just Have a Boyfriend from SLYTHERINE!!

have you known guys about me who is totally in love with DRACO MALFOY from Slytherin in Harry Potter the movies? yeeeees you must be frightened after read this, because he is a very bad boy and actually coward with his pale face in that movies. but heeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy guuuuuyyysss it's just a fantasy stories from J.K. Rowling which never come true in our real life. I don't ever think about draco's bad attidute, I just melt with his cuuuttee faaccee UOOOOORRGH.
how cute he is!!!!

okeey, and the easy fact to say is I fall in love with TOM FELTON who has a part as Draco Malfoy in all of Harry Potter movies. I've been the one of his fans when I was second grade in Junior High School. I think it was start when I saw Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. he made me very freaki'n out succesfully.

ooooohhhh and when Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince came, I'm sure that I'M HIS 'HOT' VERY BIG FAAAANNNNSSSSS UOOOORRRGHHH.

Why He’s Hot:
1. He plays the bad guy. The nemesis. The arch enemy. The antagonist. And you know what, you even fell bad for him in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Why? Because he’s just that amazing.
2. His eyes. Yep. Those are his blue, piercing eyes staring through your computer screen. The eyes themselves have their own magic and you know it. They’re tearing you apart and you’re loving every second of it. Just the stare alone is making you jizz yourself. Why? Because he’s fucking you with his goddamn eyes.
3. HE HAS A BRITISH ACCENT. His voice alone is hotter than Justin Timberlake. That’s right, I said it. And if he said it, you’d jizz yourself even more.
4. He has that awkward and stong body. Not too buff, not too skinny. He’s a healthy boy with God-like arms. YUM. Those babies have turned straight men so far into the closet, they’re almost in Narnia. So, face it. He’s sex on fucking legs. And I think know we’d all tap that.
Don't you think that he is a very nice boy? AND ACTUALLY VERY GORGEUS BOY?????

oh gosh~

Tom is better and (of course) taller than daniel and rupert

<3<3<3>

soooooooooo fuuuuuucccckkkiiiiiinnnnn HOOOOOOOTTTTTT
can't wait to see him in his next movie (okey I mean that his next movie is Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows). yeah although he will be a bad Draco Malfoy agaaain and again -.-
oooohhh so please Miss J.K. Rowling, change his characters, I just wanna see he smile with joyful in that movie, change him to be a hero who will kill The Lord Voldemort in the last.